Fri, Jun. 12th, 2009, 01:43 am
i feel very limeted by factors i have been born with. what do i do?
Sat, Mar. 14th, 2009, 01:49 am
Sun, Oct. 28th, 2007, 10:41 am
my diet matches my mental condition.
i saw two squirells fighting this morning.
Fri, Jul. 27th, 2007, 11:13 pm
Chris McCandless is changing my life
i hope im making some good decisions.
i miss friendship.
Mon, Apr. 23rd, 2007, 08:41 pm
i had the craziest, awsome-est, wierdest day yesterday. i will write it here
i failed screenprinting because i dont know how to do it. molly just started dating liam so its like she basically isnt even a close freind anymore. all that happened in like one second. so quick. she basically helps me out cuz she knows more about screenprinting than me, so it was frustrating not being able to finish/even start my print. so i went to work super pissed, clocked in and when i looked on the break schedule my name wasnt there. i walked to a manager and she asked me what i was even doing at work? so i had basically come in when i wasnt even scheduled. i decided to work anyway because its sunday and if you work sunday we go to the tube and heather buys us drinks. i finish we get to the tube and had a really good time.halfway through the night i am introduced to this amazingly cute amazing hot guy austin. so throughout the night i had been dancing sporadically with co workers. i eventually end up dancing with amazing hot austin. what? so about halfway through the night all my coworkers decide to go to dantes, and they bring me with them, before i go me and austin exchange numbers. and hug. i cant really describe how i felt, im so nervous and insecure about dudes. and i dont know. but i left, not knowing what to expect from dantes they give me shit at the door but i finally get in, its a strip bar!! so i watched some dancers for a while, alot of the girls had boob jobs which was stupid. but it was fun, i was drunk and allready kinda eroused. eventually i go back to the bar and find austin again. blah blah blah. we are there till the bar closes. he asks to walk me to my bike, we talk and shoot shit, then i walk him to his car blah blah blah. and we make out!! whoa! i cant even really comprihend what happened still. peace bitches
Mon, Apr. 2nd, 2007, 04:21 pm
i am so tired of polofies, procedures, businesses and all that shit. i hate that establishments give me checks from anouther establishment that i can only use at a different establishment. so tired of working in places that are so disconnected from my life or whats important to me, having to do tedious tasks that does nothing except keep me busy. i hate being a person. i want to be a humananimal. i hate.
Sat, Mar. 31st, 2007, 07:42 am
so my coworker maalea's sister was driving me around. we eventually ended up by katies house.i excitedly ran out to meet her. i went upstairs and to katies room (in a house extremely similar to my first house i remember living in) me and katie talked for a while, most specifically about falling asleep at the beach. after talking for a while i realized i forgot about maleea's sister, she came up an meet us, and i couldnt introduce her because i forgot her name, so that was awkward. i said bye to katie and went off.when i got outside the house jenny and molly were outside in their van too! i said hey and asked what they were doing. they said they were about to go on a walk. i asked if they could drive me home. i then told malee's sister i was gonna get a different ride. i went back inside to meet up with kate and my family was in the living room, i watched some tv with them. i eventually went up to talk to katie again. i told her she should meet jenny and molly because they are awsome.